They Just Cant Hide Being High from Us

I guess I'll skip the bad blogger schpeel. Ive also been a bad blog friend. I havent been reading blogs either. I have been immersed in facebok and twitter though. Anyhoo.

Im not sure why but I feel good. Maybe its because poker is going well so I dont have to be glum about that. I had a blip of despair on the radar when I cam home from an alanon meeting to find my supposedly sober wife fucked up on pills. She claimed it was for her headache so I figured just to leave it alone. She still isnt contributing much to the household though. Instead of finding her looped I was expecting to find her cleaning as promised. Oh well. I've gotten really awesome at expecting to do things for myself. So I did the cleaning anyway. I wonder how this is gonna play out. She doesnt have any recovery program or fellowship. Her close friends have admitted drug and booze issues. She is at the store right now with the girl whose boze I foun in wifes closet. I know you dont beieve her but I do. I can tll instantly when sh is fucked up. I asked her what she was on the other night and she told me. Then she proudly reminded me later how she didn try to hide that she was on pills. Wonder if I hadnt said something what woulda been said. Anyway love you all and miss your beautiful input. One love.