A Matter of Balance

Theres a lot of stuff in my life that conflicts and causes chaos even if only in my head. Even this blog is a trade off for time I could be devoting to things I consider more important. Sure having an outlet to babble may be important or maybe its just the good being the enemy of the best. The best being to let my sponsor know everything I truly think, feel, do, plan to do, hide, hate, etc.. What if instead of blogging I would go pray. What if instead of facebooking and having secret friends to engage I instead engaged my wife or my real friends with a phone call. Instead of trying to entertain you or shock you or make you feel sorry or proud of me what if instead I chose not to feed this ego and do something for someone that would never know it was me. Let me see what I can say to jusify not changing anything...ummmmm...oh I got it......here it is : Im sure its a matter of balance.