PG-13

Mind is racing. Like Im walking through a labyrinth of LCDs each playing with some random memory or fantasy. Mostly I have sex on my mind. Past sex, currently available sex, and future possible sex. I feel sucky cause I cant smoke and I alreay cant drink or drug. I need a fix. The most memorable sex for me still to this day was when I was 17. My girlfriend was on the counter in the bathroom. She was a freak of nature. Little bity waist and huge breasts. The kind women twice her age pay for. She was Coloumbian and tan everywhere. She was very in love with me. She was the homecoming court girl and I was the skater kid who could give a shit. She loved it. I remember how crazy she went when I started rubbing her (rhymes with skit) with my thumb while we were (rhymes with ducking). I wonder if I'd ever felt that adequate or have ever felt more adequate since. There was another girl who couldnt get enough of me. She told me how good I was and knew exactly what to do and said I was sensual. But she thrashed around a bit too much for my taste. It was seriously like being in the rodeo and just trying to stay on. I dont know why I saying all this. Like I said I have sex on the brain.