Monday, March 30, 2009
Cameron Frye
Im on the merry go round again. Panic is my only feeling. I could stop it all right now if I just stop holding on to the notion that I want healthiness in my life. Even the kind that feels awful. Long run bennefits seem so far away. If I get hit by a bus tomorrow then whats the point? Being true to myself maybe? But wait the unhealthy one is me. Maybe its choosing who I am. Taking a stand against my own nature. When I focus on taking one stand the other temptations in my life bubble up. It seems so rational to tell myself to take this comfort while this other thing is so uncomfortable. I gotta take a stand. Like Cameron Frye.
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You gonna let yourself drop in the pool and everything? Take a deep breath and hold it :)
Saying things like I could get hit by a bus tomorrow is a cop out. Sure, it's possible, but come on..so astronomically unlikely.
Don't be mad at me.
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